I pray that my son heals from his alcoholism , the devils brew is affecting his every thought. He is verbally abusive toward me. I need help to not enable him, to be able to deal with the situation better. He is self destructive, and destructive to my home and my being. Im gearing up for retirement in the next few years. I pray that he heals and becomes totally independent. I also pray mostly that he turns to God for help. He has a bad attitude in general and a disbelief in God which breaks my heart. I feel like kicking him out but alcoholism is a disease like a cancer. He is very sick and as a mom, I want to help my adult child. I pray for guidance, and I pray he never turns to drugs as we have had 4 deaths Of people close to us from drug overdose. Thank you.