Please pray for me

Please pray for my healing. My sexual healing. I have been having lustful thoughts for so many years and have been doing this for so long. I play with myself to satisfy my selfish desires. I do not want to sin anymore. Please heal me and make me stronger than this to fight any temptations. I always feel guilty and bad and hating myself for doing it right after I do it. Please heal my body, cleanse my soul, provide everything that I will need. Please forgive me for all my sins. Please change my heart, my mind, my soul to be more pleasing to God. Please help me stop this msturbating addiction I have. I feel so bad for myself. I want to make it stop soon please help me and heal me. Please forgive me. Amen.