My addiction

Dear St. Jude, please help me with my sxual addiction and make me a better person. Cleanse my mind, body, and soul and remove my urges from committing sin. I have this addiction since I was young and it’s still consuming my whole being until now that I am grown. Please help me stop this urges. I don’t know what to do. Please heal my body and cleanse my spirit. Please take away my desires on worldly pleasures. Strengthen me to fight sin. I also pray for my sx life with my husband to be better. We both get so tired every day from taking care of our kids and we don’t have intimacy anymore. It’s like we are roommates in the house. I don’t know how to initiate because I am so tired every day. Please bless our marriage always. Please help me with my addiction. Please forgive me. Amen.