My First Love

It seems like my love for my ex won’t go away. I still care for him so much and pray for his happiness and safety always. Please give me more patience to understand him more and that our relationship as friends will improve to be better. It’s been more than two decades now but my love for him hasn’t changed. Sometimes I wonder if he’s still the same person I fell inlove with. But it doesn’t matter now. I just hope we can be good friends and he will treat me better and that our love for each other is not a sin. Amen.