No more feelings. I’m done. ST.jude has come through but I screwed up. Family is done with me too. I think I can do this on my own. But I cant. I’m giving up. St.Jude ty. You’ve always helped me. And I have let you down. Over and over again. If you find it in your forgiving soul to help me. Maybe I won’t close my eyes. I’m mentally done. Prayer circle pray for me. Pray for me. I need it. No one else will listen. Someone please write back to me if you read this and send me light.