Please help me with prayers. I feel safe here somehow to share what is in my heart. My routine showed that I have HPV. This whole thing is new to me and is totally putting so much stress in me. I can’t even tell this to my mom as she will be so stressed about this and i feel ashamed to tell her so. I was only able to had contact with one man right after marriage and have never had multiple partners to get this. My husband is so stressed about this too and feels so bad that he gave this to me. We have been married for 13 years and this just showed in my routine test. I can’t help but got angry at him for giving this to me. Please heal my body from this virus please and I fervently pray it doesn’t get worse as time passes by. Please heal it completely and never to live in my body. Please do not let me have cancers please. Please strengthen my body to fight this virus. Please heal me. I really don’t know what to do. I’m praying for lots of strength in my faith that I can fight all the temptations of doubts, fear, anger, and anxiety. Please calm my heart and mind. Please help me focus on God and to trust Him completely. Please remind me every day to trust God that He will heal my body. Please remind me that God will only want what’s best for me and will never leave my side. I just want to be healthy and safe and to live longer for my children and family. My children are still so young. My father is sick and I need to be able to care for my parents too. I hope praying to be free from cancer and other illnesses is not too much to ask and hope this healing and long life is also God’s plan for my life. Please hear my prayers as I really feel so down right now. Amen.