That I don’t have a breakdown. I am overwhelmed with fear at the moment and each day is an endurance. God knows the reasons. I don’t think I am mentally ill, I just have been put through too much stress and problems ( more than anyone should have to face) caused by my son over a number of years and it is now getting to me . I can’t take any more. Please pray for him that he grows up and becomes responsible ( especially over money) and stops causing me worry but becomes successfully independent. And please pray for me to have strength and wisdom in how I interact with him. Many thanks