Please help me all the saints in heaven. To you I come needing help and hope that I will be healed. My routine showed that I have HPV. This whole thing is new to me and is totally putting so much stress in me. I can’t even tell this to my mother as she will be so stressed about this and i feel ashamed to talk about this to my friends. Never in my life did I have multiple partners. I was a virgin when I got married and have only done it to my husband. I know it is wrong to feel regret towards marrying my husband because he gave this virus to me. I am devastated to find out about this but I try to stop overthinking because he gave me my sweet and beautiful children. I really don’t know what to do. I have no one to tell this problem of mine other than my husband and through these prayers. I am very worried about this every single day that I don’t even want to have sx with my husband anymore because of this. Please forgive me for having these thoughts and feelings. Please help me. Please remove all negative thoughts, scared feelings, and resentment in my mind and heart. Please clear this virus in my body. I was only able to had contact with one man in my whole life right after marriage, always been faithful to my husband, and i never had multiple partners in the past to get this. My husband is so stressed about this too and as much as I do not want him to worry he’s the only person I can talk to about what is bothering me other than praying. He feel terrible because he gave this to me. We have been married for 13 years and this just showed in my routine test. I can’t help but got angry at him for giving this to me. Please heal my body from this virus please and I fervently pray it doesn’t get worse as time passes by. Please heal it completely and never to live in my body. Please do not let me have cancer please. Please strengthen my body to fight this virus. Please heal me. I really don’t know what to do. I’m praying for lots of strength in my faith that I can fight all the temptations of doubts, fear, anger, and anxiety. Please calm my heart and mind. Please help me focus on God and to trust Him completely. Please remind me every day to trust God that He will heal my body. Please remind me that God will only want what’s best for me and will never leave my side. I just want to be healthy and safe and to live longer for my little kids and family. My children are still so young. My father is sick and I need to be able to care for my elderly parents too. Please hear my prayer. I am really desperate of healing. Amen